Over and over again
Lately I feel like life is nothing more than a bunch of disappointments strung together. I’ve lost track of how many times I’ve cried this year, how many times I’ve been let down, how many times my heart has broken. Yet even through of all this I still continue to put myself out there, to hope that something is going to come along that is going to make everything all worth it. Am I a fool to keep doing this? Should I build walls to protect myself? Cause honestly I’m not sure how much more I can take. If everything happens for a reason, I sure would like to know the reason. If these are all tests to make me stronger, then I’m failing miserably. I don’t feel stronger, in fact it’s the complete opposite, I feel weak, broken. Please Universe send me something to pick me up, I’m waiting. I’m just not sure how much longer I can hang on.
